Thoughts of Satyaharishchandraa

Some things are beyond me, but never beyond Shiva. Tonight, I leave my hopes, doubts, and prayers in his hands. In surrender, I find peace. Har Har Mahadev. The Weight of What We Cannot Control There comes a time in life when we realize that no matter how hard we try, some things remain beyond our grasp. Love, destiny, relationships, and unanswered prayers, they all slip through our fingers like sand.  We hold on, we hope, we fight, yet sometimes, all we can do is surrender. Today, on the sacred night of Maha Shivaratri, I choose to do just that. Not just in tradition, but in spirit, I fast, I reflect, and I leave everything in Shiva’s hands. Why I Chose to Fast on Maha Shivaratri Many observe fasting today to honor Lord Shiva. Some seek blessings, some pray for love, success, or salvation. But my fast is different. It is not for wishes or rewards. It is my way of stepping back from everything I cannot control. I began my fast at 11:08 AM today, and it will end at 8:54 AM tomorrow....

  He walks alone, yet carries a world of memories. Some absences are felt not in sadness, but in the quiet warmth of longing. The Joy That Hides Longing Life moves forward, and so do I. Laughter echoes around me, the sun kisses my skin, and the breeze carries melodies of joy. Yet, beneath every smile, there’s a quiet whisper, a space only you can fill. I smile with the wind, I dance with the rain, Yet every joy whispers your name.   The world sees laughter, a heart so free, But inside, it's you I silently see.   Even in happiness, you’re the missing part, A quiet ache in a smiling heart. Your Absence Feels Like a Presence Your absence isn’t sorrowful; it’s a presence in disguise. Like a song that lingers after the music fades, like the warmth of the sun long after it sets. I carry you in moments that seem untouched by longing. Lost in a Moving World The city moves fast, and so do I. My bike weaves through Bengaluru’s chaos, past lovers lost in their own worlds, past faces...

Sometimes, love doesn’t need words, it lingers in the quiet admiration, in stolen glances, and in the warmth of just being near. Love isn’t always about grand declarations or extravagant gestures. Sometimes, it exists in the quietest moments, in the way someone makes your world feel complete without even trying.  It’s not about finding perfection but about seeing magic in the simplest things they do. Some people don’t need to do much, they just exist, and that’s enough to make the heart skip a beat. She Doesn’t Even Try, Yet She Owns My Heart She walks into my life, not with a bang, but with a presence that lingers. She doesn’t try to impress, yet she leaves me mesmerized every single time. It’s in the way she smiles unknowingly, in the way she looks away when she’s deep in thought. She doesn’t seek attention, yet my eyes search for her in every crowd. More Than Beauty – A Love Beyond Appearances It’s easy to fall for a face, but love, real love is about falling for the way someone...

He sacrificed, he waited, he gave his all, Yet love slipped away like a fleeting call. From codes to coconuts, he built anew, A dream reborn, strong and true. The Beginning: A Love That Started in College Love stories often begin in the most unexpected ways, and so did his. During his diploma days, he fell in love with a girl from college. Their bond was so evident that even lecturers were aware of their relationship.  They secretly got married in a temple, but for reasons unknown, they kept it hidden from everyone. The Breakup and Reunion By the end of their diploma, they parted ways. The reasons were unclear, but fate brought them back together when he pursued engineering. Love rekindled, and they were once again inseparable. From Dreams to Sacrifices While studying engineering, his passion leaned toward business. He was deeply interested in running a dry gobi chat center, which took away his focus from studies.  Due to financial struggles, he dropped out of engineering for ...

Battle For Love The Illusion of Competitive Love In a world where love is often portrayed as a game to be won, a chase to be completed, or a prize to be claimed, I find myself standing at a crossroads.  I am willing to fight against the world for you, against odds, against time, against every force that dares to come between us. But what I cannot do is compete to win your love. Love is Not a Battlefield Love should not be measured in victories or losses. It should not be a battlefield where one proves their worthiness over another. If love is true, it should not demand competition. It should demand commitment, trust, and an unspoken bond that ties two souls together. A Love That is Truly Mine Yet, here I am, longing for a love that is undeniably, unquestionably mine. Not through conquest, not through rivalry, but through the purity of what we share. I do not wish to stand in a queue or race against unseen opponents for a place in your heart. My love is not a bid placed at an auctio...

Love Beyond the Pain Love is not just about happiness; it is also about endurance, patience, and understanding. When someone you deeply care for distances themselves or chooses silence, it can be painful. But what if, instead of suffering, you decide to embrace the agony? What if love, in its purest form, is greater than the pain given? The Power of Love Over Hurt Pain in love often stems from unmet expectations, unspoken words, or deliberate silence. Yet, choosing to love beyond the hurt makes you stronger. Here’s why: Love is Unconditional: True love doesn’t demand constant validation. It exists even in the face of indifference. Pain is Temporary: The heart may ache, but love has the power to heal. Strength Lies in Acceptance: Instead of fighting the silence, embrace it. Your love is not a weakness but a testament to your strength. Transformation Through Pain: Every challenge in love shapes you into a wiser, more compassionate person. Choosing to Smile Through the Ache If someone’s s...

  A Deep Brown Eyes Introduction Eyes are not just windows to the soul; they are storytellers, silent poets that weave emotions into a gaze.  Some eyes do more than see, they captivate, whisper, and hold an entire universe within.  This blog is a tribute to those enchanting deep brown eyes, where words fade, and only emotions speak. The Language of Her Eyes Have you ever looked into someone's eyes and felt time slow down? Her eyes are more than just a shade of brown. They carry the warmth of sunlit amber, the mystery of the night sky, and the calm of a flowing river.  When she smiles, they twinkle like stars, revealing emotions that words often fail to express. Why Eyes Hold Such Power? 1.Eyes Speak the Unspoken They express love, longing, joy, and sorrow without a single word. A simple glance can make hearts race, and a lingering stare can tell stories of a lifetime. 2. The Hypnotic Effect of Deep Brown Eyes Unlike any other, deep brown eyes hold a certain depth, li...

Whispers of Our Love Love and Nature’s Harmony Love, in its purest form, mirrors nature’s delicate balance. Just as the rain finds solace in the earth and the wind carries the scent of blooming flowers, true love finds its way into the hearts of two people destined to be together.  The First Drops of Love Imagine the first drops of rain kissing the parched land, reviving its soul with an embrace only nature understands. This is how love feels when two hearts meet fulfilling, soothing, and eternal. Just like the rain to the earth, the clouds to the sky, and the fragrance of flowers to the wind... may your love be mine, and mine be yours. Let this be the experience we share, forever. Love as an Unspoken Promise Love is not just an emotion; it is an unspoken promise, one that binds two souls, much like how the sky embraces the clouds before they pour life into the world below.  Every relationship flourishes when nurtured with care, patience, and understanding, just as flowers blo...

  Love, Fear and Unspoken Battle Love, Fear, and the Road Between Us Side by side, yet miles apart, I spoke my heart; you held your guard. I wished for time, just more with you, You feared love’s weight and what it could do. You said to forget, to let you go, But love doesn't fade just because we say so. If it must end, then make it clear, Not in silence, not with fear. A Journey Beyond Distance The journey between Bangalore and Mysore was more than just a physical trip. It was a passage through emotions, unspoken fears, and the weight of love and uncertainty.  As we sat together in the bus, the world outside blurred, but within, every word carried meaning, every silence held a question. A Moment of Honesty I told her something simple yet profound.I felt a pang of jealousy for those who spoke to her every day. Not because I wanted to control her, but because I cherished every second with her.  She took it differently, warning me that jealousy turns into possessiveness, an...

 Love Beyond Reality Love isn’t always about what the world sees. Sometimes, it exists in the unseen, in the spaces between reality and dreams. It’s not just about moments lived, it’s about the world built in silence, where two souls are together, even if life keeps them apart. In a world where love is often defined by relationships and commitments, some emotions go beyond labels. This blog explores a love that thrives in the heart, beyond reality, beyond expectations, and beyond the need for validation. The World I Built With You I’ve already lived a life with you in my heart A home filled with our love, A child listening to our story, Your hand in mine forever. And I will continue to love you there, In the world where you are mine, Where our story never ends. The World Built in Love There exists a world where love is untouched by time, where hands never let go, and where unspoken words fill the air with meaning. In this world: Laughter echoes in a home built on love. Stories are ...

  Silence between Us When Silence Becomes the Loudest Sound There is a kind of silence that feels heavier than noise. Not the peaceful kind, but the one that lingers in the space where a familiar voice used to be. Routine makes us accustomed to small things, a call at the same hour, a message lighting up the screen, a conversation that never feels forced. But when that rhythm is broken, something shifts. The absence isn’t just felt; it echoes. A Call That Never Came The phone stays still. The screen remains dark. There’s no ring, no familiar name appearing on the display. Just a missed call that was never returned. The mind starts questioning, Was it something I said? Are they busy? Or is something changing? It’s not about obsession, not about dependency. It’s about the void left behind by a voice that once felt like home. The wait turns into a silent conversation with oneself, searching for answers in an empty space. Not All Silences Are Equal Maybe it’s just a delay, or maybe it’...

  She stood in silence, torn in two, A love once promised, now lost in blue. Fate whispered pain, the vows grew weak, But who is to blame when hearts can't speak? Marriage, Promises, and Unexpected Turns Marriage is often seen as a lifelong journey, built on love, trust, and commitment. But what happens when an unforeseen tragedy tests those very foundations? A few months ago, a friend of mine got married. After her wedding, I chose to step back, believing in giving space to newlyweds. Life went on, until last Friday when I heard something shocking. she and her husband were filing for divorce. The Unfolding Story: Love, Distance, and an Unseen Battle They had lived together for only a few days before separating. Initially, it seemed only her husband showed care. Then, one day, he developed a persistent cough. A medical check-up revealed a devastating truth, he was in the final stages of cancer. My friend, instead of sharing her pain, carried it alone. But over time, her family disc...

  Love Beyond Stars When Words Fall Short Have you ever tried to describe someone you love, only to realize that words always fall short? Every time I stand in front of her, I feel this. No matter how many times I try to express what she means to me, it never feels enough. The words I find seem too small, too ordinary for something so extraordinary. Some feelings are too vast for words, too deep for ink, and too radiant for the stars. The Sky That Holds You, Yet Never Fills Even if the entire sky were filled with billions of stars, it would still have space for more. Even if libraries overflowed with books, they would never be enough to write about her. She is the kind of presence that makes silence more meaningful than words. The way she smiles, the way her eyes hold unspoken stories, the way she simply exists. it all makes me feel like the universe is limitless, yet not enough to contain my love. Just like how I tried capturing the silence of a lone flower in the chaos of the cit...

Black Rose - Rare Love The Story Behind My Black Rose Love is often painted in shades of red, but what if love isn’t loud, isn’t conventional? What if it’s deep, mysterious, and rare, just like a black rose? This poem isn’t just about a flower; it’s about a love that waits, a love that doesn’t fade, and a love that finds beauty in the rarest of things. For me, it’s about her, the one I admire, the one I wait for, the one who loves black roses instead of red. You, My Black Rose - A Poem of Patience and Devotion Not red, not white, but the rarest shade, dark as night. A black rose, just like you, uncommon, beautiful, and true. I searched, I waited, through time untold, yet my love never withered, never grew cold. For you, I’d wait a lifetime too, because no other rose will ever do. The Meaning Behind the Black Rose 1. Why Not a Red Rose? Red roses symbolize passion, but black roses are different. They are rare, deep, and unforgettable, just like the love I hold in my heart. For me, the b...

Lost in thought, riding through responsibilities and dreams, somewhere between what is and what could be. Have you ever felt like multiple versions of yourself exist? Not just in people’s minds but even within you? One side wants to live life to the fullest, traveling and exploring without limitations. The other side is burdened by responsibilities, financial struggles, and expectations. Riding Through Thoughts and Dreams The road ahead, the past behind,   Dreams call loud, but fate’s unkind.   Throttle roars, yet thoughts run deep,   Miles to go, no time to weep.   Responsibilities heavy, yet hope stays,   Riding ahead, finding my ways. - @Satyaharishchandraa A Reality Check: The Unfair System Today started with a message from the ConfirmTkt app about a train ticket refund. The ticket cost ₹806, but since I didn’t get a seat, it was automatically canceled. However, the refund was just ₹450! Where did the remaining amount go? It made me...

  Navigating Delhi in an Auto-Rickshaw After completing my biometric submission at the Sweden Embassy, I stepped outside into the cool Delhi morning. An auto driver greeted me, and I asked if he could drop me at the nearest metro station. I had forgotten the station’s name, but after a bit of back-and-forth (and a lot of guessing), we understood each other. The Great Auto Bargain As we rode, I casually asked him about nearby places to visit. That’s when our simple metro ride turned into a full-fledged negotiation. Me: "How many places can I see by 3 PM, and how much will you charge?" Him: "1300 rupees, sir." Me: "600." Him: "Sir, parking, waiting time..." (A long explanation in Hindi that I only half understood.) Me: "800?" Him: "1000 final." Me: "900 final." Him: "Done." I had no clue if it was a fair deal, but hey, bargaining in an unknown city, with an unknown person, in an unknown language? Achievement ...